If only I was smarter

If only I'd make the right decisions

If only I was patient enough

If only I learnt more yesterday

If only I cared

If only I realise it before

If only I knew

These are the signs of regret and giving up. Never look back wishing you could've change anything. What happened in the past are meant to teach us something. To show us the value of those we often neglect. Make it as a drive force to push us forward to the future. 

I  decide to write this entry because lately I've regretted most of the the things in my life. To be honest, I'm really scared of the upcoming SPM results. I know I could've done it much much better. If only I could turn back time. But all those thinking made me realise that whatever happens to me next is more important than crying over spilled milk. I need to lift up my chin and work had in the future. No one can change my fate but me. InsyaAllah. The best is yet to come :)