Please be noted that the following was written sincerely by me to my heart. It doesn't involve you, him, her, them, us or anyone else. It's just me.


Dear Heart,

This is a confession that I've put so much effort to make. I'm sorry. I'm really sorry. All these days I've done so much thing that cause you pain and insecurities. I led you astray. I forgot our actual responsibilities in this world. Why we were created in the first place? yes, to worship Him. The one and only Allah S.W.T. But look what I've done to you? I make you love other people, other things instead if Him, The Most Merciful.

Astaghfirullahalazim. I felt so guilty. I've sinned. Oh Lord forgive me for I have neglected you all this while. Oh dear heart, please forgive me too for I am the reason of all this. I let my mind being controlled by others. Changing is not easy. It hurts to leave whatever I've been doing all this while but I know I have to. It's the right thing to do.


You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong - KC

Forgive ohh dear heart. I promise to take better care of you. And I promise that the only person that'll ever have you is my husband. InsyaAllah :)
I'm sorry.
Forgive me for hurting you.

Whether to be happy or to be sad, the choice is yours. Don't give away that decision to someone else.


"But ask forgiveness to your Lord and turn to Him (in repentance) : For my Lord is indeed full of mercy and loving-kindness" (11:90)