Everything that comes your way in life is meant to teach us a lesson. About ourselves, about the people around us. God doesn't simply gave us a hard time for nothing right ? haha and at this very moment I learnt that I can't blame someone else for my wrong decisions. Yeah I've made my mistake and I know that now it's not my fault neither his at the beginning. It's just we're at the wrong place at the wrong time. But I could stop yet I keep on whatever I've done. Yes, that's where I made my mistake. We're so young things could simply went wrong and I'm glad I got my best friend back ! haha *winkwink

       It's hard to admit that you're wrong and give into your ego but I manage. Even admitting it to myself is hard enough imagine admitting it to other people ! Goshhh you gotta have lots of guts for that. And remember the outcome wouldn't change unless YOU change. Whatever happened to you in the past, never look back in tears but look back in determination. The determination to change for the better, a better person, a better future.

       You might have took a wrong turn along the path but it's never too late to turn back. Yes, it's normal to regret your past but do keep in mind that those wrong turns actually made who you are today. Those mistakes make you reallize that life is not just about the fun, laughs and happy things. Life is tougher than you'd ever thought. Never give up on life. You just gotta find the right rhythm then you'll get a grip. HAVE FAITH

"Life breaks us all. But in the end we're stronger in the broken places"  -Hemingway

       If you think what you've been through is hell, remember out there somewhere people are dealing with things you can't even imagine. I've known someone that I could say went through hell and survive. I'm shocked that he can be strong though himself were just a child.He grows up without enough love and attention. It's even worse than being an orphan. It's not my secret to tell here. Enough for everyone to know that if you have faith you can overcome even the most tangled problems. If you're reading this you know who you are and I want you to stay strong :)

p/s : Thankyou to those that's always here by my side no matter in what state I am. You guys are what I call friends. And insyaAllah once my friend, forever my friend.