No. It's not beautiful. Yes it is. Partially. Oh I don't even know. I can safely say that it's beautiful in it's own way. Some of it consumes you. Making you suffocate. It's a drug you can never stop wanting. Beautiful but deadly. Indulging myself in these romance novel these past few days are making me feel empty but so full of emotions, lonely but not wanting company and missing a small part of my past where I have someone whom I can call mine. Romance is so not healthy for me at the moment. It manipulates my feelings goddamit I'm so confusing. I can't even understand myself *cries*
Some people said that it's impossible for two people of the opposite gender to likely become the best of friends without falling in love. Fitrah manusia katanya. I don't think I entirely agree with that. Yes it is fitrah manusia lelaki dan perempuan itu saling attract one another. but friendship is one kind of mutual attraction too. I admit throughout my WHOLE ENTIRE LIFE SEPANJANG 20 TAHUN ni of course I've had feelings for some of my guy friends but it's not love. It's the longing of wanting someone to listen to you to always be there for you. A partner to act silly with. It's not love. It's a strong bond of friendship. We often salah tafsir these feelings with love thus sometimes ruining the friendship between this boy and girl.
I've got a male best friend. No. Actually I got a few of male best friends. And I am entirely absolutely sure that I won't be falling for any of them 'baboons' hahahahaha (no offense) Not because they're not attractive but because i don't date FRIENDS! And they won't date me either LOL we're cool.
With these guys I can talk literally about everything. EVERTHING. From dirty jokes to religious talk real quick! They're like my girl friends except I cant hug them or touch them lol
so yeah GIRLS and BOYS can be the best of friends! xoxo
I've got a male best friend. No. Actually I got a few of male best friends. And I am entirely absolutely sure that I won't be falling for any of them 'baboons' hahahahaha (no offense) Not because they're not attractive but because i don't date FRIENDS! And they won't date me either LOL we're cool.
With these guys I can talk literally about everything. EVERTHING. From dirty jokes to religious talk real quick! They're like my girl friends except I cant hug them or touch them lol
so yeah GIRLS and BOYS can be the best of friends! xoxo
Rindu. Pada siapa tidak pula ku tahu. Mungkin sekadar permainan perasaan yang terkadang hilang sesat seketika. Oh how I wish it's that easy. These few days that one particular name keep popping up. Crazy huh after all this while after what I've done. This is all just a stupid game. And I quit playing long before I realize.
Cuma kadang kadang the heart wants what it can't have. What's the thrill anyway if it's the other way around. Never mind, class is about to start. I'll get over this 'hangover' thingy no worries.
xoxo
Cuma kadang kadang the heart wants what it can't have. What's the thrill anyway if it's the other way around. Never mind, class is about to start. I'll get over this 'hangover' thingy no worries.
xoxo
