No. It's not beautiful. Yes it is. Partially. Oh I don't even know. I can safely say that it's beautiful in it's own way. Some of it consumes you. Making you suffocate. It's a drug you can never stop wanting. Beautiful but deadly. Indulging myself in these romance novel these past few days are making me feel empty but so full of emotions, lonely but not wanting company and missing a small part of my past where I have someone whom I can call mine. Romance is so not healthy for me at the moment. It manipulates my feelings goddamit I'm so confusing. I can't even understand myself *cries*