I'm seriously exploring my limits. Doing things out of my comfort zone. I would like to share it here but I don't think it's an appropriate audience. I'm excited nonetheless!
The little things that made you, you. And honestly, I wouldn't change it any other way.
4. Polar opposite.
It's very disturbing that we're so different. You're like a glittering night sky while I on the other hand, a clear cloudless afternoon. We like different things, we listen to different genres of song. You write when you're sad and mellow, and I can only vomit words when I'm happy and jumping on cloud nine. We're like two sides of the same coin. Different but always in each other's need. It's amazing how throughout the years, only recently we started to discover our similarities and differences. Distance really did bring us closer. Despite being an almost contradiction of ourselves I'm always grateful how we fit so well with each other. Thank you for putting up with my weird ass, who sometimes would go MIA for a good few weeks and not talk to you. Thank you for understanding how I'm such a closed off person, I rarely open up to people and you're one of the few that cracked me open even just a little. Thank you for always being the one talking, when we're Facetime-ing sometimes for a solid 5 hour because I prefer listening than talking. Thank you for being the sister I never had.
To my one and only Izz, happy birthday. The little things that made you, you. I love every bit of it no matter how weird and peculiar. We all have our little queer side to ourselves. I feel like I'm writing a love letter oh wow if I have a boyfriend you'd definitely be number one on his list of people to be jealous of, so please feel honoured (let's all pretend I have a boyfriend for a sec ok). Happy 21st birthday you silly little bub. Just know that a lot of people love you, sometimes the little things they did speaks for them. Always remember you're loved by many. Give yourself some credit.
1. You're so different, do you realise this.
A good kind of different. Like a fresh breath of air on a warm summer night, refreshing. You don't see the world like everyone else. I would love to see the world through your eyes, to have a glimpse of a whole new universe that I have yet to grasp. Through the years, you've helped me a lot in exploring myself and my thoughts, as well as how I see everything around me. There's always traces of you in everything I see now. I see you in rainy days and gloomy weather. I see you in the coffee I bought at Starbucks. I see you in an old vintage bookstore. I see you in the booth selling bracelet and rings at the fair. And I guess it's a bad thing because it makes me miss you more :(
A good kind of different. Like a fresh breath of air on a warm summer night, refreshing. You don't see the world like everyone else. I would love to see the world through your eyes, to have a glimpse of a whole new universe that I have yet to grasp. Through the years, you've helped me a lot in exploring myself and my thoughts, as well as how I see everything around me. There's always traces of you in everything I see now. I see you in rainy days and gloomy weather. I see you in the coffee I bought at Starbucks. I see you in an old vintage bookstore. I see you in the booth selling bracelet and rings at the fair. And I guess it's a bad thing because it makes me miss you more :(
2. I know sometimes you hate this, but you're a thinker.
Yes, sometimes you think too much but I find that very unique of you. Every step and decision is well measured and thought of, a total opposite of me. You hate how you can't help but stress over something you know you shouldn't, when your brain keeps on throwing 'what if's and making your life ten times harder. I know, I've been with you through it all and I'm not going anywhere. Don't worry. You should be proud of yourself on where you are now considering the things you've been through. I know you didn't come out of it unscathed, and you're still healing. Take your time because I will be there along the way regardless.
Yes, sometimes you think too much but I find that very unique of you. Every step and decision is well measured and thought of, a total opposite of me. You hate how you can't help but stress over something you know you shouldn't, when your brain keeps on throwing 'what if's and making your life ten times harder. I know, I've been with you through it all and I'm not going anywhere. Don't worry. You should be proud of yourself on where you are now considering the things you've been through. I know you didn't come out of it unscathed, and you're still healing. Take your time because I will be there along the way regardless.
3. I love how you can express yourself freely. You said things that crosses your mind and you're not afraid to voice your thoughts on things. I find it very intriguing that you're able to open up and talk about things that bother you or things that piqued your curiosity. What I envy most is how you could strip all your emotions bare and be naked with your feelings around your closest company. Opening up your heart is not something easy (at least for me) and I feel very honoured to have been the one to witness your laughs and tears throughout the years. I hope you stay the way you are but at the same time keep on climbing to a better Izz. To many more years of finding ourselves and making peace with the demons living inside us.
4. Polar opposite.
It's very disturbing that we're so different. You're like a glittering night sky while I on the other hand, a clear cloudless afternoon. We like different things, we listen to different genres of song. You write when you're sad and mellow, and I can only vomit words when I'm happy and jumping on cloud nine. We're like two sides of the same coin. Different but always in each other's need. It's amazing how throughout the years, only recently we started to discover our similarities and differences. Distance really did bring us closer. Despite being an almost contradiction of ourselves I'm always grateful how we fit so well with each other. Thank you for putting up with my weird ass, who sometimes would go MIA for a good few weeks and not talk to you. Thank you for understanding how I'm such a closed off person, I rarely open up to people and you're one of the few that cracked me open even just a little. Thank you for always being the one talking, when we're Facetime-ing sometimes for a solid 5 hour because I prefer listening than talking. Thank you for being the sister I never had.
To my one and only Izz, happy birthday. The little things that made you, you. I love every bit of it no matter how weird and peculiar. We all have our little queer side to ourselves. I feel like I'm writing a love letter oh wow if I have a boyfriend you'd definitely be number one on his list of people to be jealous of, so please feel honoured (let's all pretend I have a boyfriend for a sec ok). Happy 21st birthday you silly little bub. Just know that a lot of people love you, sometimes the little things they did speaks for them. Always remember you're loved by many. Give yourself some credit.
xx
Hi,
I know, I've been missing and not updating. Well, life happens. School already started two weeks ago and I'm so busy right now. Just dropping by to casually drop THIS here. My boys just dropped a bomb ass MV I'm still shook, just thought I'd share with you guys. I can't write what I felt here it's too much and I don't think words could do the job so feel free to check it out, along with their entire album which you can get on Itunes, legally.
I know, I've been missing and not updating. Well, life happens. School already started two weeks ago and I'm so busy right now. Just dropping by to casually drop THIS here. My boys just dropped a bomb ass MV I'm still shook, just thought I'd share with you guys. I can't write what I felt here it's too much and I don't think words could do the job so feel free to check it out, along with their entire album which you can get on Itunes, legally.
