I often wonder, did I ever love you? Was it love or was it purely infatuation? I didn't know if I loved you or the image of you I made up in my mind. As the years go by the blind starts to fade, the perfect person I created inside my head slowly turning against me. I forgot the person didn't exist, I forgot that people are flawed in nature. 16 year old me was eager to fall in love she forgot that love alone wasn't enough, I hope someone would've told her that. Love alone wasn't enough, no communication, no tolerance no patience, love alone wasn't enough. I'm sorry I was such a horrible person. I'm still trying to learn. Loving myself and people in return.