Now I feel a bit better, a bit lighter and everything's a shade brighter. I guess it's true that everything happens for a reason. And now I'm slowly catching a glimpse of it, behind all the sweat and tears. I can't say that I'm certain of my future, nobody ever is but I hope I'll get through it. I'm starting to enjoy studying abroad. Seeing how something so small can affect my whole perspective on a bigger picture scares me. Because of the one thing I hate, I see everything around me negatively and it sucks to live in a clouded universe. I'm so happy that I've come out from that hellhole and now seeing things in a new light. One thing I've come to realise is that there's no easy way. Things get hard, you will feel like there's other choice other than giving up. I know, I've been through that. But believe me, it's not. There will always be a way, you'll always find a way. So just hold on a little bit more. If you feel like the people around you will look down on you and belittle you because of your failure, don't. They most probably will look up to you and wonder how on earth did you manage to get back on your two feet after a hard fall. It's okay to fall, it's okay to fall hard and stay on the ground for a while but don't stay forever. Get back up, with more confidence and determination.