I have this thing where people's first impression of me is almost always something negative

"Ugh she's so snobbish"

"Budak tu nampak macam berlagak kan"

"Tengok tu dia tu tengok orang macam apa"

"Did her cat just died?"

What? hahaha it's just I suck at making a good first impression. And I have what people call a 'resting bitch face' I can't help it. Tried smiling too but it'll always seems fake (because I'm faking it). I honestly don't really know how to make friends because I'm obviously not friendly, at all. Living here in the UK, I don't have as much friends back in Malaysia. But I think my making-a-good-first-impression skills got better, thank God.

And one more thing, I hate it when I look ugly/unkept/messy when I meet someone for the first time, it's like "wait! I can do better than this I'm not always this messy" hahaha there's this one time I met this kakak here in the UK I was so selekeh at that time and later that week I met her again and she didn't recognize me! God I must've looked pretty horrible back then hahaha whates.

What's people's first impression of you? Try asking around, it'll be fun to know what you look like from another person's eyes