Technically, this is me giving up. I dont know if I can call it giving up since I havent even tried my luck but yes this is me doing whatever you call it (aside from the term giving up). I've decided that it's okay to like someone and just see them doing fine from afar. It's okay to know that they're happy with the ones they chose. It's okay just knowing that he's out there somewhere in this world breathing the same air I breathe in. It's okay to feel lost and confused for a moment when you cant get what you want. But hey consider yourself lucky enough dear self, for you've met someone you thought never exist. Someone that's just a make-believe in your fairytale world. But there he is, breathing air in and out of his lungs, pretty much alive. I've made up my mind, that you will be just you. I like the way you are now, how I can see and watch (not literally) every thing that goes on in your life. Thank you for giving me that much. And I am forever grateful, thus I wont ask for more. I know people tend to get greedy and keep wanting more so I'm gonna prevent myself from being one. I'm content with how things are between us. I'm thankful for our short meet ups, our secret moment of stealing glances at each other hahaha I'm getting pink cheeks just remembering that. Thank you for that sweet sweet memories even short, I will remember that as long as possible. From now on, you will be one of those movie stars I like. So close yet so far fetched. Tho we've stop keeping in touch directly I hope you still remember me and thru your likes on ig I'll know that I still exist in your world. That's more than enough for me. Till next time :)