Woke up early. Well at home it's considered early at this time. Back in maktab it's feels kinda late sometimes haha. Can't believe I'll be getting my results in just 3 days. Honestly I'm scared. Yeahhh tipu lah kalau kata tak cuak kan but I don't actually mind my results but what I'm scared most is other people's perception towards me. Especially my family and I'm not talking about the parents. It's all the relatives. Haihh went back to Penang a few days ago and they're all "ehh Nadiah results bila keluar? takpa dia budak pandai confirm straight A's punyaa" blerghhh it's kinda annoying -.- but what else can I do but just smile in return. I appreciates that they're praying for my good results but sometimes I just don't like the sarcastic tone. Doesn't mean that I've had all straight A's, I'm the super intelligent girl. and someone actually says this in my face, "kalau tak dapat straight A's malu lahh sekolah pandai2 result biasa ja" and I was like wtf ! Nasib baik I still respect that someone as an elderly, mulut aku boleh tahan jugak tauuu. Deyy cakap tu fikir la perasaan org sama. Sekolah pandai tak menjamin student yg pandai. For someone your age you should've known better. Results are just numbers and letters on papers. It doesn't mean you can't be successful with bad results. The real world is not just about exams, if you can't handle life exams are nothing. What we learn in schools shouldn't be just about exams. I hate exam-oriented people. Seriously.

Maybe I'm getting a bit paranoid erghhh whatever I don't care I just wanna spill it out here, I don't have anybody to talk to. Better speak with a blank page at least it listens till the end.