Sophrosyne

Hi.

Been busy. And when I say BUSY I mean REALLY busy hahaha. With all the assignments quizzes tests and everything pheww I barely got time to stop and catch a breath *drama queen*
So actually I've got nothing new to update here. Just checking out my old dusty blog leulz >.<

Ahaaa ! I haven't updated about my new life here in Shah Alam right ? hihi everything's fine until now. The environment, friends and all were not that bad. My housemates here are AWESOME I tell you ! wohoo thankful enough for that :p
Studies? well it's not hard but I can't say it's easy either. Based on my midsem last month, seems like I gotta double up my efforts. Haven't achieved my target yet and it's kinda frustrating actually. Surrounded by these fantastically geniuses and hardworking people is kinda stressing me out. But I'll manage :) in shaa Allah.

*sebenarnya ni curi masa update blog when I'm supposed to finish up my assignments*

Okay actually I've got tonnes of crap to spill here but not today. Haha. Gotta hit the sack PRONTO !
Esok kelas pagi bhaiii -.- me no likey. Plusss the weather lately is just so tempting for me to stay in bed. Hujannnn sejukkkkk hmmmm

K dah merapu -.-

until next time :)

(2:14am)060913

Heart.

Easily hurt. Fragile. Once broken , it'll never be the same again. I've no reason for all that happened between us. We drift apart. Then my feelings fade away. My fault ? Yeahh maybe, bcs you'd put the blame on me anyway. You can say whatever you want or pray whatever you think I deserve. Like you said, dunia itu adil. But it doesnt mean you can force people into accepting you. Kalau mcm tu mana keadilan tu ? *sigh* I hate it when every little thing you said affected me in ways nothing ever could. For God's sake I really wish I didn't met you 4 years ago.

Hi.






I'm back :)

It's 5:26 a.m and I still haven't slept. Can't sleep actually. A lot of things going on my mind. Mainly about college. I'm scared excited ecstatic sad nervous. Name it. It's all mixed up ! I'll be leaving Kedah in a few hours then HELLO Shah Alam ! hahaha k macam over pulak en. Tapi cuak gak ahh nak start a new life ni. I don't know anybody there ! and one thing's for sure I kinda sucks at making new friends. Yeahh friendly tu takla sangat but entahh laa. People's first impression usually describe me as 'sombong' or 'berlagak' or whatever yang sama maksud lahh. urghh -.- I AM NOT ! hahaha and I actually made a new friend just now. Zakiah Ezanie. She's going to MSU too but she's doing Medic. Feels kinda nice to have a friend sebab memang sumpah tk kenal sesapa punnn kat MSU. haha now takde lah awkward sangat. Alhamdulillah. And she's from Johor ! Aaaaa eager but at the same time scared. Hmm how can you describe that :p

One thing's for sure I'll miss my family. Very much. And my house. My bed. My room. My fridge ((lol like I owned them)) I'll miss Kedah. I'll miss staying up very late at night watching movies or skype-ing with my crazy babes. But that's fine I'll get to see them real soon! in shaa Allah. Puncak Alam dekat jee. Cuma Izz dekat INTI lah jauh sikit and Adlina dekat Sunway College. weheee !

Sooooooooo....

*to be continue*




lol just kidding.
Wish me luck in MSU !
Assalamualaikum. Untill next time :)

Maybe not today

Or tomorrow

Or even in a year

but eventually

things will turn up

You will get better and

Be able to look back

And say with relief

"I made it"

-Neurolove-

Assalamualaikum.

Alhamdulillah. I got it !

In shaa Allah. I'll try my best :)

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.

Segala puji bagi Allah yang menjadikan hari ini sejahtera, dan telah terbit matahari dari tempatnya. Ya Allah, berikan lah aku kebaikan hari ini, dan jauhkan lah aku dari keburukan hari ini. Ya Allah tenangi lah hati ku dengan cahaya hidayah-Mu, terus menerus dengan rahmat-Mu. Ya Tuhan Ya Maha Pengasih. Pandanglah aku dengan belas kasihan-Mu. Terima lah taubat ku dan ampunilah semua dosa ku.

"Something so little could go a long way"

Assalamualaikum !

It's Friday !
And guess what....it's my birthday! hahaha ohmy I'm being so dramatic.

Yeahh 10th May 2013. I'm officially turning 18 :) Alhamdulillah.

Thank youu for all the wishes I really appreciate it. Thankyou girls, singing a happy birthday song for me on skype haha drpd mengantuk terus celik !

I miss everyone. I miss my friends. Last year at this exact date, I'm crying really bad after a few lovely and adorable people pull a prank on me kannnn -.- hahaha anyways I'll remember it forever ! dah siap baju aku dicontengnya sekali kan girls. Creative betuiiii.

Hopefully, my life will bring me happiness and lotsa fun journey. Well eventually turning 18 means I've grown up. I'm not a kid anymore. Gotta start making life changing decisions. I hope I'm prepared for that, physically and mentally :)

In shaa Allah.


Sanah helwah Nadiah :*

This is the translation of Surah Al-A'laa (The Most High). One of my most favorite. Simply calming and I've always recite this verse whenever I feel like I'm starting to drift apart and got drown in worldly matter. I first heard this beautiful recitation by my senior, Abang Latiff during Form One. And it remains to be my favorite until now :)

Read it. Understands it.

In the name of Allah, Most Gracious, Most Merciful.

"Exatl in the name of your Lord, the most High: [87:1]

"Who created and proportioned" [87:2]

"And Who destined and (then) guided" [87:3]

"And Who brings out the pasture" [87:4]

"And makes it black stubble" [87:5]

"We will make you recite, (O Muhammad) and you will not forget" [87:6]

"Except what Allah should will. Indeed, He knows what is declared and what is hidden" [87:7]

"And we will ease you towards ease" [87:8]

"So remind if the reminder should benefit" [87:9]

"He who fears (Allah) will be reminded" [87:10]

"But the wretched one will avoid it" [87:11]

"(He) who will (enter and) burn in the greatest Fire" [87:12]

"Neither dying therein nor living" [87:13]

"He is certainly succeeded who purifies himself" [87:14]

"And mention the names of his Lord and prays" [87:15]

"But you prefer the worldly life" [87:16]

"While the Hereafter is better and enduring" [87:17]

"Indeed this is a former scriptures" [87:18]

"The scriptures of Abraham and Moses" [87:19]


* Rasulullah s.a.w akan membaca surah-surah yang mengandungi kalimah tasbih setiap malam.
Sabda baginda ; "sesungguhnya pada surah yang terdapat kalimah tasbih terdapat satu ayat yang lebih baik daripada seribu ayat"
Seorang sahabat 'Ubai bin Ka'ab mengatakan : Surah utama yg mengandungi tasbih ialah Surah Al-A'laa. (Riwayat At-Tirmizi dan An-Nasai)

Hye. It's 16th April. Tuesday.

Got an interview today. More like a test. Do pray for me :')

Pray that I'll get the scholar.

Even if I don't, pray that I'll take it with open heart. No regrets.

"Rezeki ada di mana-mana. Setiap orang, rezekinya tak sama"